I felt kind of indifferent this time. In the past years, Negative thoughts takes more % in me... I constantly worried if I make the right choices, worried if I give the best in everything I do, worried if I am being the filial daughter, worried about future.. I thought planning ahead will give me security but not everything went as planned. Even though we all knew this but still I hope to assure myself by making plans. Last year, I was baptized after attending 1 year of RCIA. During my religious journey, I found myself calming / slowing down the pace of my footsteps. I give away my worries to God, knowing I can't see future but I can embrace the unexpected. If I have a terrible day, I take it as a learning curve that God is molding me to be a better person. There are times when I failed to be positive when down.. I will pray to bring comfort in me. Life is never a bed of roses.
Well, but I hope my birthday wish this year will come true soon. God can make the impossible, possible. I need to have a little faith in myself.
P/s: thanks to my family and mike c making my birthday as specials always^^
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